When i was 11 i was molested by my mom’s 40 year old boyfriend. It went on until i was 14. I was scared of him and if i told he said he would get me mom in trouble or hurt her. He would give my mom things to make her pass out or she would leave and he would mess with me. Eventually he raped me. My mom kept allowing him around even when i went to the law and he wasn't supposed to be. Because of this i do not feel comfortable with myself. I have a really low self esteem and don't like being exposed to a lot of ppl. I need help. How can i get over this and enjoy being a teenager?